I'm going to college soon. a government college. saving lots money by going to them instead of going to a private one. i also been exempted from the tuition fees besides getting allowance for every semester. isn't that lucky of me. some of friends didn't get such opportunities, so i must be grateful for what i have in life. my registration dat would be tomorrow. my feelings was in confusion. i just don't feel like leaving home. but my college is just 50km away from my home. so i guess i can go back every weekends.
well, i'd gotten 2 scholarship interviews. yea. im not really good with interviews anyway but i did my best. all i should do is just talk. so i just talk. well, the 1st one was a mara scholarship. i pretty much got confuse with the choice or options on the universities, so i ended up choosing the one IB for 2 years & 4 years in Canada instead of choosing a japan uni. just the thought of me not choosing the japan uni shows that it was not my fate to continue my studies thr despite watsoever or how damn eager i wanted to be there. Japan has been my fav 1 country i would love to visit one day. so yeah, but u can never go back to the past. what had been done, had been done and it's not possible to alter them anymore. i met this 'auntie' during my interview for mara. and she said that actually all this stuffs is written in your 'book of fate' like whether u will get the scholarships or etc. i guess what she said is probably right. result from the interview would be out soon, so wish me all the best! :D
the next one is felda scholarship. i managed to attend the final interview with the big bosses. LOL. the 1st interview was held in kuching and the final one was in KL. so, they prepared my flights and room just for the interview and rm50 to each of us. i wonder whyyyy.. LOL. well, i was the only one from my state and i kinda travel with another group of guys from the other state. my flight reach KLIA around 2:30pm like dat. it was my first time travelling alone and KLIA is huge, but not that huge. WAIT, it's huge. then i met with the driver and i need to wait for another 40 min again for the sabahan guys. i honestly thought that 1 of them is a girl, but turned out all of them are boys. i was shocked for a moment but then i just let it slides off. i mean it was selfish of me to judge a person gender by just looking at their name. LOL. "you reap what you sow Emira!!!" XDXD. the interview was the next day and we went back to our respective states after the interview. it was a short journey but we managed to visit the KLCC aka the twin towers. It was during the night, so i was a bit scared but then all of my sense of security just floats away as i see the gleaming light coming from the towers. i wonder how much they spent just for the lighting. it was a bit exaggerating but definitely a pretty sight. my interview with the big bosses.... i can't explain. they poke you at your sore spots. like saying stuffs that just goes against your principles. like trying to confuse you.
see the lighting?? it's too bright that it looks fake. hahhah..
i also gotten a offer letter for the MEXT(Japan) scholarship. but the exam & interview would be held in KL again & on the same date as my registration date for my college. see, you know what i meant from above, when things are not meant for you no matter how much you try to reach for them, it just drift further away. i have no luck with japan. T^T. but one day ill visit that country. *finger crossed*
I gotten my driving license after a retest cause i failed my 1st one. HAHA. my car slipped off from the hill, then the next thing i knew is, i was asked to leave the car and report my "failness" to the office. but for the 2nd retest, i was so damn determined. so i passed it! im legal to drive now!!~ :DDDD
i guess that all happened for for these past periods. talk to you soon.
